memories

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today is harder than the others.

just one of those days...
they come and they go

alone in the morning...
toast and peanut butter and feeding the fish
huddled by the space heater
my eyes fall on bits and pieces of something that used to be a part of me

without this, without this fucking shit
i am completely new



with the occasional middle of the night/middle of the morning relapse

winter is coming [repost]

whenever it snows for the first time of the season it makes me a bit nostalgic. im sure im not the only one who feels that way. snow reminds me of all the other times it snowed and all the things that happened in the snow. snow makes me think of the shenago lounge. it makes me think of losing my car keys in the snow. it makes me think of kissing in the snow. it makes me think of snowflakes in my hair and on my eyelashes and it makes me think of not being able to feel my toes. it makes me feel like i need to pay my heating bill. yeah this snow is going to be a tough one. snow makes me think of lord stark of winterfell. it makes me think of christmas and it makes me wonder what im going to do. it reminds me of having snowball fights during D&D. i love how the snow absorbs all of the sound.

hope youre all enjoying your snow.

<3